Not feeling excited

Is anyone else not feeling that excited about or bonded to their baby yet? I feel bad because I see everyone so excited to meet their baby, and I'm just not having those feelings. I don't really feel eager to meet him, and I don't ever worry that something might be wrong or that something bad will happen. Honestly I think my feelings lean most closely toward apathy... which makes me seem horrible. I feel guilty because this pregnancy was planned and I'm just not feeling it. I don't like people talking about it. I don't want a baby shower. I kind of just... want to move on with life and not make a big deal of it.

*I'm expecting a lot of hate for this, but I can't control how I feel. If I could, I'd be jumping for joy with the rest of you*