I just feel so hopeless

Isis

I lost my son last thanksgiving at 22w3d due to a cord accident , and am now 9 weeks along with my rainbow baby. Well this morning I felt wetness in my underwear and I saw bright red blood. Not a lot , but enough to be terrified this is happening again. I just feel so hopeless at this point. I’m sitting in the waiting room at the emergency room which is empty by the way and I just feel like everything is taking so long and all I want to know is if my rainbow baby is okay. I keep praying that it’s just irritation from the sex me and my husband had yesterday night. He is a very good size idk if that has anything to do with it but I’m so scared right now. My rainbow is due two weeks before Liam’s birthday in heaven and I just don’t know what I’ll do if I have yet another loss. I’ve been through so much this last year I’m just praying this is my break . I would literally not move from the bed if that’s what it takes to have a healthy babe.