I am only about 4 weeks along (according to my calculations with my late ovulation date). My first appointment is April 16th. I keep taking tests to make sure this little bean sticks. I am so nervous it’s not real so, even though I have gotten multiple positive tests (that are progressively getting darker) I haven’t changed my <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">glow app</a> to pregnant. I also haven’t even missed af yet, she’s due on Monday. Whyyyyy do I feel this way? All I have wanted for years is to be a mom and now that it’s my time, I’m afraid to get excited.

I don’t guess I’m really looking for answers, I just needed to get that off my mind by saying it somewhere since it is entirely too early to tell anyone other than my husband...who doesn’t seem to want to get excited until my appointment on the 16th. 🤷🏼‍♀️