Bitter sweet

Amrita

Today is the first time in 7.5 months that I had to dip into my freezer stash of breastmilk. My supply has dropped quite a bit since my baby turned 7 months and isnt waking up several times throughout the night to feed anymore. He's eating more than I can produce at this point. I'm ready to be freed of pumping every 4 hours during the day but I actually love breastfeeding him and knowing that I'm providing something that only his mommy can give. I truly feel that breastfeeding has bonded us and I don't want that to change. I know it seems silly but I'm emotional about it.