My in laws and I have some issues. It's a really long story but simply put my husband has 3 sisters. I get along with one well, the other two are tight knit and because one causes many problems with me the other isn't far behind her. I have really been struggling with this. The family is incredibly controlling, mostly since I had my son. I end up being hurt every time I try to make things better with this one sister. I have attended many sundays in a row now where I have felt moved by the spirit to love, so I have, and it was going well. Once again it backfired and i ended up hurt by this sister. And even though I hadn't done anything wrong I ended up being scolded by his whole family. I am at a loss. Is this a spiritual attack? I am hurting, and questioning myself as a Christian because I am struggling to love through all of this tension. I'm feeling defeated. I want to live like christ and be a good model for my son, but this is hard. And I am incredibly conflicted.