Sex tapes

Sooo I’ve been seeing this amazing guy for 6 months now and we’ve made about 5 little clips of us having sex. It’s super hot and there was and still is consent from both of us, but sometimes I still get worried/scared that I actually went through with something like that. Don’t get me wrong I like the videos and I want to make more and I trust this guy immensely, but I guess I just don’t want to feel alone in this. Have any of you girls out there filmed anything sex related before with someone? I always told myself I’m not the type of person to do these things lol but I find it fun, hot, and exhilarating.