Dad goes back to work tomorrow

& i am a complete mess. He has been off for 4 weeks and we have gotten so use to having him home that it scares me just being me and baby (my hubby helps me with everything and cares for me as well as our baby). I have not stopped crying today. Like full on snot, swollen eyes crying because I don’t want him to go back to work yet. Smh @ my emotional self.