I f love him but it just doesn’t work ...

we have been in a relationship for a year and half but...

he suddenly told me that he wants to break up

and ever since(it was a year ago) he doesn’t got into any new relationship and tells me he loves me but cant be with me or anyone else

you know it hurts when he acts like he is your boy but actually he is not and you know nothin about what he does and who he talks to

I have depression and take antidepressants

and i committed suicide like 3 times

i know im such an idiot but im kinda addicted to him...

sometimes im like f him and sometimes i beg him to call me...

i really have to get over him

he doesn’t deserve my love

and all he wants is attention and sex...

if u guys have any clue for me pleasee comment ☹️