The struggle is real. Been trying for so long. The realisation that another baby, the last baby, the sibling that the 6 yr old wants is just not going to happen. Heartbroken and I don’t understand why it won’t happen. People say be grateful for what you have and of course I am, but the urge for 1 last child is so strong. The problem is I’m too old now clearly and I don’t know how I will get over the wanting. So shattered for my 6 yr old and for me. I will always wish I was able to have just 1 more