I started the bright line diet the first of the year and I was doing so well. Honestly this year has BEEN THE WORST!!! My mom got me fired the first of the year... then I got my job back. Then my boss told me I wasn’t working hard enough. Even tho I was working 40 hours a week and I’m a full time student. Then I find out my bosses are getting a divorce and this uncovers a BUNCH of drama. It was literally MY DREAM JOB. I was so happy even tho I put up with a TON OF BULLSHIT.

Anyways I lost like 20 pounds and now I’m just going down hill because I lost my dream job. I have NO MOTIVATION. The school semester is almost over and I’m sooo worried. A lot of really horrible things have happened this year and I just don’t understand why. I’m really trying to be happy, but then something happens and I’m just like life isn’t fair.

My bestfriends grandmother was going to get her mail and got hit by a car going 100 miles per hour. My boyfriends friend passed away in his sleep. I lost my DREAM job. I’m really trying to be that happy person to pull everyone else through this depressing time. I’m literally 20 years old and I feel like this should be the BEST years of my life. But my life is just filled with anxiety and depression and stressing over my weight but not having the motivation.

This post was suppose to all be about my dieting but this kinda just spilled out of me.

I’m 20 years old and I feel like life is just going downhill. Shouldn’t This be the best years of my life.