Can’t move on

Ok bit long winded by here goes. So back last August a load of shit kicked of some girl from

Partners job caused load of grief. Her bloke contacted my bloke saying she had told him my partner kissed her and they kissed 5 times. Partner said it’s a load of bollox and her partner said he was only asking my parent as was trying to catch her out. Now before this I know she kept trying to add him on fb.

Partner said she kissed him and he said wtf are you doing. She then apparently kept saying to him well if you say anything no one will believe you etc

And would you want jade finding out

Then if got out hand police involved etc then I find out I was pregnant 😬😬😬

Couple people I know from their work said what she is like and apparently she’s does this sort of thing before etc

But I only have their word for it

Now fast forward to now I’m heavily pregnant this is my 5th child but 2nd with partner

I just can’t let it go. I go over and over it all the time questioning and thinking

Will I ever move on? I feel like smashing her face in

He’s swore nothing happened

She’s not at his work anymore as when all came out she wasn’t allowed on same work as him and she didn’t go back

What would you do? I feel miserable and stuck

I have been diagnosed with bpd and cyclothymia also my mental health at minute is terrible