Vacation

Does it make me selfish that I want to go to Ireland without my kids?? I’ve literally ALWAYS wanted to go and I feel like with a 5 and 2 year old (age they will be when I plan to go) it would be impossible for me to explore and enjoy it. I don’t want to wait until they’re old enough to do their own thing but I would absolutely go back when they are older so they could enjoy it too. I just don’t want to travel 15 hours with 2 toddlers and then spend 5 days not being able to really enjoy myself 🤷🏻‍♀️