I’m young. 22 years old. My husband is 23. In my mind we’re young and healthy and should have no problems having a baby.

Yet here I am waking up at 3am with horrible cramping and heavy bleeding. For the 4th time.

After the first time they said it’s common for women to lose their first pregnancy and most go on to carry a healthy baby to term.

There’s nothing wrong with my body that any doctor can see. So why can I just have my baby. I’ve had 4 pregnancies and 0 living babies.

I feel broken. The one thing my body is uniquely created to do and I still can’t do that. Praying for a blessing and a miracle. 💔

Just as quickly as it began it’s all over.