Scared

MommaOf1👧🏻 • 👧🏼 1-1-17💜💕 👼🏻

So it’s Friday and the pill that I was given to flush my miscarriage out, misoprostol. I took it at around 950 this morning almost 10 am and I’m finally starting to feel the cramps. I feel so ashamed even though I know my baby is already gone and this is just removing all of the pregnancy. Did any moms feel this way during this process? Like what sucks is my body hasn’t recognized the miscarriage so I have to make it notice it and that just hurts my heart. I know we will be trying again after this is all cleared and my doctor says it’s okay but I just can’t get over this. 🥺😭 I’m scared of what’s to come because I still haven’t started passing clots yet just mild cramps and diarrhea at this point. Just need some support and some good vibes to get me through this 😢