Its not time yet!!

So went into preterm labor on wed. Spent most of the night in the hospital getting stopped.

Husband was arrested thurs.

He's getting extridited to colorado. And is going to be looking at actual time...

Been contracting and crying all day...

Stress levels are through the roof.

Friend came by to see me today... And she goes "OMG!! You dropped!!"

I thought he had just flipped... Until she said something.

Luckily contractions and cramps though strong arent like they were wed.

But i just went to the bathroom and i lost my mucus plug. Still clear. But its still early!! And i know the plug on its own doesn't mean anything really.

But everything combined. Im terrified, alone, and panicking. I have nothing but a carseat, one pkg of diapers and a stroller for this kid. And a handfull of hand me down clothes that are mostly too big... Like most are 12 months.

Im still homeless. I have a job, but my first day was wed... When i went into preterm labor.

I wont be havingba baby shower.

Im not ready for this boy!! At all!!

Im 32 weeks today.