I figured breastfeeding was going to be hard but I really didn’t expect it to be THIS hard. Constant worry and anxiety. “Is she getting enough?” “Did she latch right?” “Is she feeding too long?” Etc. it’s never ending. I just wanna enjoy my baby without the voice in the back of my head worrying about everything. I wanna be able to breastfeed nonchalantly like all the other moms around me. We are only at week 1 and I’m so mentally and emotionally exhausted.