Tomorrow is my birthday

On Friday morning my husband and I learned that our 8 week old babe no longer had a heart beat. I took medication to pass it at home (per my docs recommendation as we are going to Europe in a few short weeks), but tomorrow is my birthday. I have always been someone that loves my birthday, but I just don’t know how I’m going to get through this one. 😢 I don’t feel much like celebrating this year.