My husband and I have only been TTC for 4 months but I am getting more and more paranoid. So many women are coming forward to talk about their struggles with infertility and it really has made me more aware and sensitive to other women because you never know what they’re going through.

I am however, hypercritical now of everything that happens (or doesn’t). I’ve always had bad cramping during my period. When i started tracking my cycle I realized I have a somewhat irregular cycle.

And I recently did the thing I swore I would never do. I googled my symptoms. Of course Dr google says those are signs of infertility.

Would I be totally ridiculous to get an appointment with an OB to discuss my fears/paranoia?

It sounds so silly to ask that I know, but as I tried getting myself to make an appointment I could hear myself explaining “yes I need to see the doctor because I’m afraid I may or may not be infertile”

(PS my PCP has Always done my exams/paps/birth control so I don’t have an OB)