I wish he knew how much I missed him...

It's been nearly 3 months and I still miss him all the same. I've been going about life like I should, I'm finally happy and taking care of myself like I should. I've never felt better in all honesty, but can you blame me for still wanting to share these great moments with him?

I still find myself thinking about him.

It bothers me that we're moving on, apart, but I know I can't urge him to stay. I cant hold on.

Sometimes I just want to tell him how much I miss hearing his voice and how much I miss seeing him smile. I miss his curly hair and his stringy beard and his chubby cheeks. I miss admiring every inch of his face while he laid sleep beside me in the park. I miss holding him, hugging him, and kissing him. I wish he'd just come back😔. It was so easy for him to walk away💔.