5am Thoughts

I found out I was pregnant an hour before my grandmother passed away. It was such a confusing day filled with excitement and loss. I don’t want to get too excited Incase something happens but at the same time I feel like if I lose this pregnancy it’s going to hurt a little more. My due date is my grandmother that passed when I was a teen, my wedding ring has her stone in it.

My symptoms aren’t that strong or noticeable my intake appointments on April 23rd and my first real appointment isn’t until May 8. Trying not to be too worried but I can’t help it.