So I went to this guys house, and we started to get sexual but I started getting flashbacks (PTSD) And I told him that he needed to stop cause I was panicking and he said "No." And I kept begging him please not to, he then proceeds to pin my arms down and keeps having sex with me, looking me dead straight in the eye. So at this point I was freaking out and began to cry, but when he noticed me crying he stopped immediately, pulled out and began to comfort me and apologise?

We werent doing "rape play scene" or anything and this is the first time I had sexual interactions with this guy.

So wtf just happened.