Hey girls, I am currently in a state of panic. That's because my period is late by 5 days which shouldn't be too worrying because sometimes that is caused by other reasons ,except I am panicking because I had unprotected sex a week before. According to <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> the chance of getting pregnant that day was 3%. We started having sex without protection but I was worried about precum and him not being able to control himself so I made him wear a condom. In the midst of the ..whole action he took the condom off without my consent or knowledge because it"felt better that way" and I am unsure if he finished inside me or not (he claims he didn't). I didn't take plan B because I have a bad reaction to it.And now I am late and besides having homicidal thoughts (I don't intend on acting on them), I have been contemplating what do. So first a blood test, if the result is negative, perfect. But if it's positive... Oh fudge.

I am not against abortion,not at all. But I feel it would destroy me personally... I can't believe I put myself in this position,I am so stupid. Keep it is not a really realistic option as I have no support from anywhere,no job,no education,I am too young (20)...but the thought of removing that possible child (when it is something that I want in the future ) for these reasons feels wrong. And the look on my father's face..the shame and guilt...I don't think I can bear that.

I do realize that I don't even know if I am actually pregnant yet,so the whole scenario is less important than most of the posts here..but I wanted to share and listen to other women's opinions.