Feeling defeated

My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant since we got married. It’s been a struggle seeing almost everyone around me pregnant. My period has been constant the past few months, every fourth Saturday. Today made 2.5 days I was late. I was hopeful that I was finally pregnant, so I took a pregnancy test. Right after I took the pregnancy test, my period started, and of course I received a negative pregnancy test. I’m feeling super defeated and hurt. I hate getting my hopes up, only to be let down. Felt like a slap in the face. 😢😢😢.