I don’t know what to do.

I love this man wit all my heart, I really do but I feel as if the more I get to know him, the more I see his true side. How he thinks. How he moves. How he does everything and I’m starting to hate it. I’m starting to hate the person that he is. And I just can’t tell you why... maybe because we’ve been through some things and I find out later down the line how he truly feels... and it’s just straight negative... like how and why can he think like this?? I love him I really do, and I don’t want to be without him..... but I just don’t know what to do😔