Having a hard time believing this could be my rainbow baby!

Amanda

I posted a poll earlier with a first response test that I had taken around 7:30pm, with pretty diluted urine. A line instantly popped up. I got quite a bit of response to the poll, and everyone seems to say it's positive. I decided to take a Wal-mart cheapy test before bed just to see what happened and there is also a line but it's not as dark as the control line. AF due on the 17th. I have been trying for my rainbow after losing my daughter in December of 2014. I have had 4 children and have lost two of them. I am scared to get excited but want to cling to this with my life! Are these both positives??