I am engaged to be married again and I am so happy. I feel like this is the right person for me. I wish I had married him from the start!

but I am TERRIFIED. no matter how much he convinces me otherwise, I’m scared of being let down. I’m scared he wants to go back to his baby mama. everything that can possibly go wrong constantly plays through my head. even when he tells me that “our worst days are behind us”

so damn my ex husband for damaging me to the point where I can’t fully accept and believe that I’ve got a good thing going on. for making me scared to make this commitment to someone again because I’m scared of being hurt.

trying to overcome this one. I know I’m just inside my head too much. can anyone relate?