Self Conscious about size


I’m exactly 30 weeks pregnant today, which is a miracle for me. My family always seems to have premie babies and my niece was even born at exactly 30 weeks (she is 15 years old now and a miracle). After two miscarriages in the past 1.5 years I feel so lucky to be here. But at the same time it seems like people still barely even notice that I’m pregnant, which I wouldn’t care all that much except that the baby is measuring in the 12th percentile (And as of 1 month ago my belly was measuring 2 cm small) and I’m extremely nervous about it. All I want in the world is a normal pregnancy!