I’m sure I’m not the only one that feels a bit crappy about their body right now.

I mean come on with the massive sagging boobs that can’t hold themselves up, the epic waistline that refuses to remain inside a t shirt or pair of pants (yes I know I’m carrying a miracle before you start preaching) and the fat ankles/legs/arms/face... not feeling my best 😂

Now I find that my hubby is watching porn almost everyday and probably/assuming masturbating too. It’s all pornstar stuff too so these women he is watching are slim, pert boobs & perfect fucking asses. I am not and never will be that kind of woman. I don’t usually have an issue with him masturbating, it’s natural & I do it too but I feel like it’s gotten more since I’ve become this pregnant beast and it’s got me feeling a bit down on myself. Our sex live has slowed down some since getting pregnant, normal, but we do have sex and it’s as good as it’s always been. Clearly he has a high sex drive but the thing is I do too! I’m super frisky during pregnancy and I’d rather him be intimate with me then have to secretly ‘sort himself out’. I do try to initiate very regular but he seems to not get the hint or not want to. Then I find he’s watched porn & it makes me think he doesn’t actually want to have sex with me.

Now before you all jump in a say I should confront him etc I am absolutely not going to do that. I am not unhappy in my relationship & I absolutely adore him.

I guess I’m just ranting and getting it off my chest.

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