The worst thing that ever happened to me

The worst thing I ever had to do was labour for 18 hours to deliver my severely ill son...they don’t do epidurals at my hospital for vaginal deliveries only for c sections and I didn’t have the option of choosing what kind of delivery I wanted...but to be honest the pain was more emotional than physical...I was crying out in heavy sobs but it wasn’t because of labour pains but rather because I knew my son wasn’t going to survive... I pray no family never has to go through what mine went through and maybe in the next 100 years when I’m dead and gone there will be a cure for all birth defects...sleep on baby boy