I got dumped :(

My boyfriend and I were together for 8 months now dumped me...we did have our ups and downs throughout our relation ship but we always fixed it.we were madly in love.we would talk about our future,but now it’s gone.everything we ever had is gone,it don’t matter no more.He tells me he lost his feelings for me and it has been that was for almost a month.i just don’t wanna believe this happend.i sacrificed so many things for our relationship.when we started dating i only focused on us and kinda fell off with friends and other people.now that we have split up I really have no one.he was the only one who understood me I would tell him anything and everything.idk what to do with myself now.i don’t wanna go out.i just I can’t🤦‍♀️I have struggled with depression in the past and he helped me with that he was there for me 24/7 now I’m alone 😩