My LO is 7 weeks old and she is absolutely perfect. Only problem is..I don’t love her. I cannot bond with her. I was diagnosed with severe ppd and anxiety. I was recently put on antidepressants and xanax, but they’re taking so long to help. I haven’t had my baby with me overnight in over a week due to the terrible, awful thoughts I have. My next step is inpatient therapy if the meds don’t work but we’re trying to avoid that. I’ve never struggled so hard with something. I’m asking for prayers and good vibes that this will pass soon. I’m missing so much of her firsts and I feel like an absolute piece of garbage. Here’s a pic of me and my beautiful babygirl, Charlotte (Charlie) 💕💓⭐️