I have just ended a relationship yesterday with a guy I was with for 6 months. Today is my birthday & it is so hard. I loved him to death but couldn’t trust him what so ever after being lied to from him & & finding porn on his phone months ago while going through a miscarriage (even though right before I found it he swore on our relationship ending that he had never looked at it or hadn’t did anything to hurt me right before I found it) Even though he knew my opinions of porn & agreed in the beginning to not have it in our relationship ever & how i viewed it as very hurtful. After trying to end it weekend before last I tried allowing him to make up for everything he’s hurt me with & as the days past he just didn’t seem sincere. To me it seemed that he just really didn’t even care how deeply hurt that I was that his apology should be enough yet again after he ripped my heart out several times. This is the 3rd relationship I’ve been in, in a row, with a narcissist. At least my mom says he is a narcissist but I’m still trying to accept that & remember the signs of them since my last relationship