Help ?

So I texted my boyfriend this at 8:30 am today “I know it’s super early in the morning but I feel so uncomfortable and want to cry so bad. Like I had this terrible crampy/pully feeling just below my belly button that kinda radiated out a bit which has now subsided but it went on for a good 5-10 minutes I just need aunt flow to come on man . It’s so uncomfortable because it’s a dull ass pain and staying right up under my belly button now” and the pain has now subsided. It’s currently 4:17 pm and I’m expecting AF in the next 5 days. I’m currently 9 dpo and trying for my rainbow baby. I hope I get a sticky baby this cycle around. Baby dust to all.

Other symptoms: tired, dull lower back pain, crazy mood swings, and I’m able to smell things from far away.

Is my body trying to play tricks on me because of how much I want this? Any response is welcome.