Ever since

Finding out I was pregnant last week I can’t seem to be happy or excited, instead I’m sad, stressed and full of anxiety. I’m in my 30’s and never thought I would be feeling like this.

I just can’t I don’t know if I can do this I’m asking God for help and he knows what’s best , I thought I was ready but I’m not I’m so scared I don’t even want to be around anyone I just want to be home alone my husband doesn’t know how I really feel I told him

I’m scared , I fear this whole pregnancy thing then when the baby is actually here being alone wit it, taking care of it I don’t know I just want to cry I wish I had thought this over really well before TTC , when we talked about it I had no worries, no fear now I don’t want this please lord give me strength 😞😞😞😞😞