I’m scared, sad and angry all at the same time!!

I’ve been trying to conceive for 4 months. I get it there’s still time I know how long it usually takes. But f*** is this stressful and tiring and heartbreaking. I feel like nothing I do is right, ovulation tests are confusing, pregnancy tests are upsetting, sex feels like a job! I burst into tear every time i see my family with their kids or pregnant ladies at the store. Don’t get me wrong so happy for everyone but this is so heartbreaking! I’m trying to stay positive but sometimes it’s so hard. I’m almost in my fertile window, taking ovulation tests like crazy, baby dancing so much, taking my pregintude and prenatal vitamins, eating right, not drinking!! I just feel like nothing I do is right. Sometimes I feel like somethings wrong with me or my partner and that’s terrifying.

On a more positive note, I have high hopes for this cycle! Wish me like!

Thank you for listening to my rant🤣