Help please any advices 🙏🏼💗

I’ve been trying to conceive but every month has just been a disappointment but this month I feel different I’m not sure if it’s because I really want this month to be the month but I’ve been having sharp and low cramps on and off since ovulation I’m 9 days late now .. days after ovulation I had a light pink red spotting which look so fake because it was so pink but that only happened one day and since then I haven’t had that spotting again . I’ve been feeling very light headed when I’m walking I randomly feel like the room is spinning but it’s not as bad. I don’t have sore boobs but I do feel bloated . I’ve been crying so much this week and I feel so emotional but I’m not sure if it’s because I recently lost both of my little sisters. but what concerns me the most is the sharp cramps I usually get the pain on my lower right side . I do experience cramps before my period a day or so but never 3 weeks long .