I’m only 9 dpo but I took a test since I had light spotting last week and weird cramps (took OPKs and they were all new).

Last night I felt AF cramps and felt a plop (tmi sorry) went to the bathroom and it was just CM. I’m so on edge I cried today thinking about if I get AF this month. I posted about my DPO day by day symptoms in a post yesterday.

This month I really really believed I was since my symptoms are NOTHING like the last 6 months (spotting mid cycle, stinging cramps, belly button twinges). I know 9 DPO is early to test but I figured that if my spotting was IB then I’d get a positive. I’m so on edge. I believe it so much that I’m not drinking just in case when in every other month I’ve still dabbled in the brew but I’m convinced.

I’m going to be heartbroken if AF comes.