Whyyyy 😩

I went and looked at pictures of myself before getting pregnant with baby number 2. I remember being self conscious in the left picture because I never went back down to my pre pregnancy weight, I was actually 15lbs from it, and 5 pant sizes up! It had been over a year since I had my first so I never expected to look the same and it was a hard adjustment. Now here I am, almost 37 weeks with number 2 and I’m praying to god I can look the way I did in the before picture. 😂