i feel like an awful person

i love my baby so much

but i just want to go to bed when i want to without having to nurse

i just want to go to bed and sleep for as long as i want/need

i just want to go a day without my baby depending on me 24/7

i’m tired of being worried all the time that something is wrong with my baby

i’m so tired

i’m so alone

this is so hard

i just want a break 😞😢