I’m really in a dark place in my life. Every relationship I give my all in and heart into just to end up being hurt. I’ve been abused mentally and emotionally!! The person you love and supposed to love you back shouldn’t go ghost whenever they feel like it ... to make it all go away I pretend to be pregnant by someone else. I don’t want to keep going down the same road of disappointment. I just want him to go and stay away!!! I lied because that’s the only way would stop this. Why do I have to feel so guilty about moving on? I know he will never change. I know he wouldn’t love me the same way as I love him.