Just found out I’m pregnant with baby number 2 which was a massive surprise! Don’t know how to feel as I found out after splitting with my partner as it wasn’t working out.. and when I told him he went crazy and blocked me from contacting him (bizarre reaction)

It’s completely different to my first pregnancy, I was engaged and it was a happy moment with my sons dad.. I feel hurt and bad that I’m not as excited this time round.. maybe because I know I’m doing it all alone this time!

Any advice would be amazing because I’m having a mini freak out!