You literally were the world to me and more . But lately you’ve changed . You’re on a path that I cannot put myself or my children onto . You told me that you would support me during this pregnancy, but you’ve been MIA , Bitter and extremely distant . What upsets me the most is the fact that you’re acting like our children weren’t planned . We both did what we did , we timed it and now we’re blessed . I refuse to do this alone , especially being a FTM . Maybe, when you hear the heartbeat and see the ultrasound pictures , you’ll open up and see that your life is no longer centered around you. I supported you in the death of your mom , I was there when you had panic attacks , I was there for everything. But you’re not here for me . It’s crazy when the tables are turned and you see how someone really views you .. Never disrespect or hurt the mother that is carrying your children . You’ll wake up , hopefully not when it’s too late . I’ll always love you my first love . ❤️ but I have to love you from a distance. As a pregnant woman , my children come first . I will not and I refuse to have someone who won’t benefit my children . Even if it has to be there own father .. keep your distance until your heart is correct .