Just need to vent

Rachel

So for the past week I have been feeling super tired and sick.. constantly throwing up or gaging a certain smells . I thought maybe I could be pregnant ( I was really hoping I was because I had a miscarriage in June and I still struggle every day because everyone is having babies and I just want my own) I took two test and one was negative and one seemed a little weird , kinda like a VERY light line but I’m pretty sure it’s negative and just a bad test. My breast are very sore and when my fiancé wanted to have sex...I wasn’t getting turned on like I normally do..(TMI: he normally can make me super horny & wet ) I was just uncomfortable. I’m not sure what to think. my period is due in 5 days so now I guess it’s just a waiting game 🥴