I guess I just need to vent...

Me and my husband have been married for almost two years. In the beginning before we got married our sex life was goooood. He was always initiating it and always randomly touching me and turning me on. I feel like now. I initiate stuff. Don’t get me wrong we do it a lot but I feel like I’m always the one to bring it up. And I am always pleasing him. I give him bjs and I’m always on top or on his favorite positions but I never seem to get mine. Even though I ask. And Yes I get orgasms pretty much every time but I miss when he did all those things. I feel like he’s just gotten lazy with sex and I’m the one who has to do it all. I love my husband more then anything . Like I said I’m just trying to vent. Feeling super hurt tonight 💔