We had 2 miss carriages in the last 9 months. I lost one last August and one in January. I still hurt all the time. Everyone i see or hear of pregnancy announcement of a friend or family member i honestly get pissed and jealous instantly. I don’t mean to be mean or rude about it. It just hurts so damn bad. I’ve doing so research and i think i have PCOS. Making my whole life harder. And i can’t see us having another little anymore. It’s just so damn hard.