I've been trying to deal with a breakup for 4 months now. It still hurts and I don't know what to do. I've been hurt and depressed like you don't even know. I constantly think bout everything and I don't know why. Yes there's days where I get happy and I don't think bout it but it all comes back. My ex is in the Marines and he's coming at the begging of the month or the end of this month. I think it's gonna be hard for me to face him or see him. I feel like I'll cry. I'm just tired of being hurt and I wanna tell him off but I miss him. It's been hard on me and I haven't vented out to anyone bout it.