I just want to be

Cummed in... I dont know why, but something about him finishing the job IN me feels like hes completed the job, hes actually conquered that 😽, and its ALOT less clean up. Ugh and it turns me on SO MUCH ITS UNREAL. but he doesn't, and when he does it really isnt much and I feel like he's faking it (he's faked with an ex before) I joke about it to him and hell get defensive so I dont bring it up anymore. It's weird because of all the times I've had it (past relationships, its come out and make me all dirty to where I needed a shower, but with him it's different. Like I'm always dry after? 👀👀

**Edit. We are engaged not married. This isnt a complain post its whatbim craving haha**