Giving up

Mariah • Mommy to a beautiful baby girl💗 Married

I’ve been ttc for a while now and me getting my period every month just feel like I can’t do it no more I’ve talked to my husband and he tells me to keep trying and wait and wait but I’m really tired of waiting I just wanna be a mama and I wanna be able to raise my own kids and I get sadder cause his sister has a baby which I have no problem with but it like every time I cry and tell my husband I wanna baby she seems to show up and give me her baby right away and it’s very frustrating I’m trying not to give up but it’s really really hard