I’m now turning 22. In January last year I took out my iud. And after that it’s been a year of constant heartbreak, constant heartache, constant tears.

It’s been a year of hundreds spent on pregnancy tests. It’s been a year of opks & fertility fears.

It’s been a year of “why me?!” & “I’m so young I don’t understand why”

It’s been a year of me asking my gyno “am I infertile? I’m scared” to her reassuring me I’m okay.

It’s been a year of wanting to give up. It’s been a year of over analyzing symptoms.

It’s been one chemical pregnancy. It’s been feeling like my world was ending.

It’s been a year and I feel so broken. I don’t know how much longer I can do this