I’m pretty sure my marriage is over

I hate to say it but it’s true. I love my husband but I’m not in love with him. I feel no connection with him emotionally or physically and we can’t even hold a conversation if it isn’t about what has to be done errand wise. Sex hasn’t been great in a long time and it’s literally just sex there’s no meaning or feeling behind it. He has been emotionally and physically abusive towards me for years and I just can’t do it anymore. The worst part of it is that I’m 9 months pregnant with his baby and my child don’t deserve parents who argue all the time and whom show no love to each other but I’m still so torn. I want to make it work for my child’s sake but at the same time I know his patterns and I never see him changing his ways. I don’t know what I’m looking for in this post but I just need someone to talk to because I have no one.😔😭